life like dust like faith like trust
there’s freedom in throwing the mask away
remove sex and lust
Hello clarity.
High tides of emotion
that day after stressin’
accompanies pillowtalk confessions
exposing my own voids.

High tides of clarity –
Clarity
like an ocean wave it
swept me away from my fears,
drifting away from fear of success.
Sunken is that old narrative of Jess.
I feel the dust settling
no more meddling –
life like dust like faith like trust
I step out of the shadows of doubt I
am no longer afraid.
Look what I’ve made
I created this space
and after burrowing down deep
I found me!
Sand and ocean residue a comfort on my skin.
I’ve floated off into my thoughts again.

Tidal waves
my face disclaimed the fear
of standing up to someone I gave my body to –
again.
Purpose in emotions, even that anger thing
embracing
my feelings
my thoughts
and my being.
Actually –
I don’t have to believe a word that you say,
letting actions
steer me away from fairy tale hope
that exists in words
spoken during moments
when my heart is open,
ignoring my brain
and bodily sensations
warning me to flee.

Masks lead
actions, too –
feeding your need
for validation,
trust me I get it, mine is just a different kind.
Mine was just a different kind, actually
and now I’ve found me.
It’s not so bad to prioritize me.

It makes perfect sense,
actually. The hole in me
was immense.
You were famished, too.
I remember that selfish
prayer I made to God
without understanding
the humor in life lessons.
Glimmers reflections
shadows
eyes
not expecting
to see so much life
still left inside
of me.

But let’s lay that to rest
3 children I fed from my breasts
I must invest
in their futures –
no more
selfishly seeking
to fill voids
through concepts
that I, too misconstrued.

Journey to Inner Peace
I have worked hard not only to embrace my authentic self, but to be able to obtain inner peace while finding my place in society. This poem on inner peace was a pivotal writing for me.
Jusjess Poetry – Writing My Way Into My Destiny

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