63% I should be just fine
fresh starts are the best there’s still time to shine.
41% it’ll be okay
I have to prove myself in some kind of way.
21% well it’s not red yet
pouring out my pennies, never mind the debt.
7% oh no that was fast!
I better grab my charger my battery won’t last
I told you that I was at my capacity
but I, Jessica, have depleted me
internally bleeding like people pleasers do
at this point how can I be mad at you?
Waiting until my battery is at 2%
to try and vent
but instead of communicating
I explode, detonating
into fragments of my childhood self
maybe deep down I wished that I had never left
you but I had to seek a better life
I couldn’t keep coping through a knife
or a bottle
my extreme was past the throttle
of a hissy fit or a short trip to a bar
you know every story behind every scar.
The consequences, again, I must accept
these old wounds they kept
you bound and I tried to pull you out
but my battery is low, can you help a sista out?
Jusjess Poetry – Writing My Way Into My Destiny
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