I don’t know what is on the other side of this,
But I’m willing to bet it’s better than anything I have ever felt before.
A lover didn’t suggest it
This idea
This goal
It’s personal
And I came up with it with my own, sound mind.
I sat alone I reflected
I even repented –
Not really knowing the right way to do either.
What do I want?
What am I after?
All along
The answer:
Inner Peace.
This time I am not hung over from intimate encounters
I detoxed from the high of trauma bonded relationships
I still know that I have work to do.
Some days I still feel angry
And I have yet to master the management of it.
But I am preparing
I am declaring
That my intention remains the same.
I don’t want or need to withdraw from the world
I unzipped my my lips
And out flew:
Scrambled screams of
Near insanity
But this time
This time
I refuse to let the past rule me
Disarray
Disarray
I can’t stand when things are out of place
It must be neat
And orderly
For the inconsistency in me.
This time
I’m headed in one direction
I don’t know what is on the other side of this,
But I’m willing to bet it’s better than anything I have ever felt before.
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